Finally, I feel a little more balanced, after sleeping the last few days away, alternating between laughing and crying, and nursing achy joints all over.
I wonder if I caught something from one of the babies… That little one was quite huggy and kissy with me the other day. Still taking it easy, and not half as emotional as I was the last few days, and popping warm mini brownies in my mouth. Still trying to debate on whether I should splurge on a massage when:
1- I have no consistent job,
2- I have a wedding AND a graduation to plan for (neither of which are mine),
3- I haven’t even gone to the grocery store in about a month, and a bish needs some Simply Orange to make it through.
Perhaps if something comes through (or I do my taxes before April 17), I might. Until then, I’m thugging it out, yo.
It would be nice to come home to a hug every now and then, though. Or just have a constant supply of them. Plus if they smell good.
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